Tuesday, May 19, 2009

completely overwhelmed

I am really overwhelmed with work right now, I am really overwhelmed with life right now, and that I am DIABETIC. hello!!! Last night I think I forgot who I was, and how I am supposed to eat. I stopped on the way home at chik fil a and ordered a chicken nugget combo meal, that came with french fries. I ate it without a thought, and without even thinking about a shot before hand! I realized as I was driving away that I had done that. When I got home my blood sugar was 460! So I had a snack so I could take some insulin, and this morning when I got up my morning blood sugar was 180. It was SOOO weird, like I just forgot for a few minutes that I am diabetic. My brain just fell out of my head. This morning I have done well, and so far so good. I am really stressed at work, so I think that is keeping my blood sugar elevated no matter what I eat.
But I am overall doing a bit better I think. Except my apparent food suicide attempts. Everything will be under control soon. I am feeling clearer headed.

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